Just typing my thoughts ALOUD ~whenever.im random~ you'll get this:
Victorious… Not quite
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Exploding. Oh these kind of things!
Ruined yet not entirely broken
The raging emotions that takes over and I almost just as quickly succumbed to it
And if it ever stops, it is just ephemeral
{It feels goods but it’s wrong.}
[How do you stop...falling for this trap? (somebody)]
Reaching its rise then hits rock bottom.
The pain by those vicious words will mark
The pain of the guilt will linger
Then after a few, is it as if nothing had transpired
Back to normal. Back to reality.
Am I forgiven?
….
Yes, Indeed
And will you love me just the same?
This war has ended. The white flag has been raised
But are you sure you are victorious?
Perhaps you will seize war again.
Defeated by the HEATED ANGER
Soshi Ballads
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I wish that SM will make Girls’ Generation sing ballad songs again. I mean c’mon during their early days they had ballad songs on their album tracks. I’m a sucker for ballads and whatever happened to JeTiHyun? I believe they were like considered a sub-group? they only sang one ballad song and that was ‘Oppa Nappa’
I know the trend that got soshi real famous is because of their catchy-addictive upbeat songs. It won’t hurt if they break away from the trend for a while and sing ballad songs. Even more better if there is the existence of a concrete ballad subgroup and that obviously will consist of the following members: Taeyeon, Jessica, Tiffany, Sunny & Seohyun (=
Listening to their previous songs ballads and ballad covers impressed me so much and still gives such a delightful awe to me. It gives such powerful impact. I never get tired singing along to those songs.
I hope the future would be just as bright, IF they do promotions for ballad songs (even if it’s just ever so briefly)
Beautiful Restriction
I have a Lover ( because Taeyeon is my bias)
Get things done!
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So okay.
I need to:
-> See a dentist. Since my tooth been hurting like crazy since last January. On & Off. The small hole in my tooth got bigger. It hurts pretty much and my face started to swollen. >.>
-> Inform my professor on CurriDev & Pteach, If I can just NOT take the finals. I didn’t took it yet..Since I got diagnosed with Bells’ Pallsy (which at this point it’s been a month now. I’m pretty much recovering and can smile, move my eyebrows. In 3 months time, hoping that I’ll be back to normal) I don’t want to take it now. I’ll inform her through sms that maybe she can just compute my grades. So it’s gonna be final that I will not take the exams and It’ll be counted both as zero. I’m pretty sure that I won’t get a failing grade eventhough I will not take the exam. But if she insists. I must take it. Oh boy…I”m so lazy.
-> And lastly Enroll!
Males Galore!
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For the benefit to those who are not k-pop fans (Korean pop music) this blog entry is filled with my comments on the Korean pop male artists that I currently adore. So here’s a decent and coherent spazz post lol! So it seems like these are the following oppas that I have my eyes on currently! And with the absence of Girls’ Generation in Korean music shows. The oppas are in the move as eye-candies satisfying my viewing pleasure. ( Music Bank) is usually where I watch because we have that on cable 
Love Sex and Magic: TVXQ
Before You Go. I must say the choreo for this R&B song is LOVE SEX & MAGIC! The first time I’ve seen it, it gave me that UGH BAMF feeling. It’s like instant eye-gasm! Changmin’s signature high notes is superb and as always Yunho is as flawless and also not to mention a smexy dancer. After the 3 members of TVXQ had decided to leave the group and carried on making their own name as a group ‘JYJ’ I think Yunho & Changmin as a duo makes extra double efforts and still making sure to please their fans. It makes me feel a little bit disappointed with the turn out of the events. How I wish they’d remained as five but, oh well I think Yunho & Changmin is doing as fine .
Yunho & Changmin in my opinion and expresses their passion in a whole level. The passion in their eyes and movements performing the first single having the same name coming from their comeback album as a duo: ‘Keep Your Head Down’ and ‘ Maximum’is just amazing!
SO the LOVE SEX and MAGIC starts here: (WATCH) Before You Go Performance
Before You Go Music Video. Them boys are cops! ^^ yeaaa
Nothing’s over with… : Infinite
The boys came back with a new album ‘Inspirit’ the follow up single to BTD (Before The Dawn) is ‘Nothing’s Over’. I actually loved BTD! Plus I read the translations of the song and for me and what I’ve interpreted, it is a good desperate stalker song (?) hehe
I knew it from the moment I saw Sung Gyu’s chinky eyes I was just smitten by him!
‘Nothing’s Over’ is an upbeat dance ballad song? Lol is there such a term. I like it! And the catchy English song line ‘Nothing’s over (nothing’s over…) is in repeat in my head. You guys you should check the music video and performance!
BTD Music Video
BTD Performance
Nothing’s Over Performance
A familiar voice: K. Will
K.Will is back with a new mini album. K.Will a familiar voice. I first heard him when he had a duet with Girls’ Generation Tiffany
the year 2009 and that song was ‘A Girl Meets Love’. It also came to my attention that K.Will kinda looks like Daesung from Big Bang to me 0,o. I love his comeback song ‘My Heart Beating’ and the meaning! Plus K.Will’s cute little dancing along to the choreography.
A Girl Meets Love Performance
My Heart Beating Performance
My Heart Beating Music Video
And lastly U-Kiss 0330. I just simply love the melody! and OH la la the new members are goodlooking!
And lastly U-Kiss 0330. I just simply love the melody! and OH la la the new members are goodlooking!
0330 Performance
2011 comeback
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My Blog Comeback
Hello! so here I am with my comeback!
So I’ve posted 2 blog entries tagged as personal. The next blog entry I’ll be posting is about the OPPAS! ! ! Well some of them that is. It is a k-pop blog entry alright! It is all about the male artists in kpop.
Girls’ Generation’s Mr. Taxi
On another note. I’m excited for Girls’ Generation album release on the 27th! ( Also can’t wait for my cd to arrive~! ordered online and it’ll come a month after its release tho’ =[ ) The original Japanese single: Mr. Taxi! the song's out on Japanese radio and there are recorded LQ circulating around the net. And that's all we've got for now. I can't complain though because of OMFG Taeyeon's english song lines: TOKYO SEOUL LONDON NEW YORK! made go afnhkanfakfnmakf!!! gaga right?
I worship her voice. PERIOD.
I believe Girls' Generation will soon be making a comeback in the Japan's music scene with MR. TAXI. I can't wait!!! what could be the next signature dance moves?! hand movements as if 'driving the steering wheel'? whatever it is it'll cause the fever to me!.
The Run Devil Run Japanese music video is out. I definitely like the music video because it is done quite nicely in high quality in comparison with the Korean version music video. Not saying it is all poorly done but it seemed like it was produced with a low budget? lol idk.
Alright so the K-POP (Korean Pop Music) eyecandies and eargasm starts here:
Run Devil Run Music Video
MR. TAXI AUDIO
Gem
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In my circle of friends…there’s this one shinning person.
bbanjjak bbanjjak that many admires her presence.
Japanese and Filipino by blood and heart
You are our baby and jewel. Very rare.
You’re delicate and gentle, you speak softly almost inaudible to our ears but, as we go along, there was a little improvement.
I will miss you so bad.
The times whenever our cheeks touch for a friendly ‘kiss’ that slowly I grew accustomed with it because of our circle friends’ influence with their custom ways.
I will miss our short conversations and most of the times the awkwardness. And the way we look at each other’s eyes for a brief moment and drift away.
I will miss your smile and greetings. Using honorifics ‘Hi/Hello unnie ‘insert my name here’. After all I am your sunbae =)
I will miss poking you when you I try to get your attention and you do the same to me.
I will miss protecting you. When we cross the street I’ll put a hand on your shoulder or hold your hand.
I will miss taking you home, keeping you in company.
(I will miss our TaeNy like moments lol???!!!)
I really do wish our frienship will carry on and grow. But you chose to pursue your love for music and decided to switched schools.
That is your real dream. I have to accept the fact you’ll no longer be with us next semester. I hope you’ll really do good in your chosen field.
You are special to me, because you labeled me as your BF. Bestfriend. I was quite surprised at first, my heart bursted with joy. And I know in my heart you have picked me with all honesty.
I am happy and truly grateful to have met you. Although my heart is yearning for you and It slowly breaks but only to be put back together again with the remembrance. The memories we shared and the future sms conversations =P
And you are my first ever favourite dongsaeng.
I love you Marika (= <3
Envy
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Envy
I am envious of YOU
YOU does not just refer to one person but to several.
Envious because I don’t have those material things. I can always just admire and stare at those.
Envious that I wanna experience being with someone special. I wanna feel the sensation.
TO be loved and be happy.
No boy seems to be ever interested with someone like me.
I’ve seen and been with other them boys. They won’t take my seriously and
see me just a cute buddy.
That jerk who seemed to just flirted and played along. That boy who broke my heart and broke me entirely.
All of me got ruined because of that admiration. I’ve fallen so bad and ‘I’m like this….now’
Up until now there’s still a part of me that have this admiration. When I see pictures of you. Congratulations to you, you had graduated from college.
Envy that rooted from perhaps self-insecurity.
That I no longer feel that confident with my physical appearance.
Envy that rooted from how hard living these day is.
I can’t even afford to but things that I wanted. Before it was
always almost within my reach.
Envy that my clans’ first generation are all achievers.
In comparison to me. I have nothing to brag. No significant
accomplishment that deserves a high recognition.
Currently studying again, from a university to college. What a big difference. Also considering the fact that it is NOT the usual college that is well-known. Funny that the number of the college department’s students is below 100. An army of small people, fail or what?
Envious because I feel like a miniscule human being. Nothing to really brag
about…
Envious…because I’m still here and everybody already finished and they’re about to start pursuing a career.
I’m still running. running. I still can’t get sight of the finish line.
In my long wrong, I’ll always be envious.
my thoughts about ending promotions & comebacks.
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~End of Promotions~
So Nyuh Shi Dae officially ended their Run Devil Run promotions a ( single that comes from their 2nd repackaged album) with absolute class fireceness fitting their concept also ending their promotions of the energetic bubbly sporting cheerleading outfits concept: “OH!” coming from their 2nd full album with the same name.
Jessica during the Run Devil Run promotions truly captured my eye with oozing stage sexy appeal! her S-Waves are the killer! while Taeyeon’s sexy lip bite & smirks , Yuri’s grab crotch! and Sooyoung’s & Sunny’s solid rap lines!.
During OH promotions they showcased performances for their singles: Show Show Show as an opening before proceeding to the ‘main course’ which is ‘OH’!, distinctively i like Show Show Show choreo and the power couple JeTi or also relatively known as Jessica & Tiffany holds hands on every performances which is ‘the super onstage performance fanservice’ <3
And also the Ballad Star Star Star ( Byul Byul Byul) was promoted. i a self-confessed total sucker for ballads loved that!. the stage for Byul Byul Byul beautifully arranged. the girls seen sitted on top of a rooftop with yoona’s opening with her short song line spiel. the song, stage, and performance was captivating.
from colorful cheering girls to black & white soshi…
Taeyeon’s radio/viewable radio ‘Chin Chin ‘ also ended last April with her snsd members as her guests, Taeyeon said that she had become closer with her chin chin family *listeners * viewers* and thanked them dearly, Taeyeon is surely was also ‘internationally thanked’ because there are quite a number of international listeners & viewers. a fun fact that during one of her last week of chin chin radio taeyeon played a song from ‘MYMP’ ‘whenever wherever whatever’ .
with Taeyeon’s departure at Chin Chin radio comes in preparation for her musical stage play ‘Midnight Sun’ officially opened on May 7, 2010. acting skills of the kid leader were showcased . She stated that on Chin Chin that she’ll playing the guitar for the play and have been practicing, as seen on chin chin photos taeyeon owns a acoustic guitar with a printed butterfly on, which i believe is similar to her official hand autograph signature. Taeyeon’s acting debut on stage may flourish and carry on beyond stage as she progresses with this new found path, A singer, then Dj…now actress? hmmm let’s take this on the TV screens i believe she can never quite par up with the level of acting of co- member Yoona but just go Taeyeon hwaiting!.~
Into The World Concert tour are still on the roll on some of the Asian countries but inevitable that there are some countries that are not included or to frankly speak was ‘cancelled out’ from the line up *cough cough Philippines* which rumor has it been long circulating that it’ll be on December of this year but with different ’hear says’ i don’t know what to believe in now!
so with that eventhough a Sone have seen & participated in a SNSD concert…they would still want to own a concert DVD to see SNSD on TV right in the comfort of their homes. Sone like me is anticipating for a concert dvd.
And further detailed announcements about next concept mini album coming this fall ( on errm Korea that is ^ ^)
Comebacks
Comeback from f(x) with their new first mini album, carrier single ‘NU ABO’
its song is such an ‘EARGASMIC’ it kinda feels like a sort of sexy upbeat club music with repeated ‘Unnie’ on the lyrics, i tell you f(x) girls i won’t mind being called Unnie by you guys anytime~!.
f(x) sticking with the bright-colored concept with a quite eccentric fashion sense.
i definitely would like to buy their album! the track from their album “Sorry (Dear Daddy) A duet of Krystal & Luna is awesome! Krystal sounded so much like her sister Jessica! Jung Sisters for the Win!
Super Junior out to set with their 4th album minus the 3: Kibum, Kangin and Hangeng. still sticking with the same old issues & conflicts: kibum for his acting activities, Hangeng letting go of SM and Kangin well his on in a different path course…
How can you call Super Junior…minus 3 members?
I am saddened by the news that Kangin isn’t participating for Suju’s 4th album activities, i had my faint hope that he’ll be on. official statement from him said that he’ll go on the Military and will come back 2 years after, thanking his fans & still shares his regret for his mistakes and also encourages fans to give continual love & support to Super Junior.
My total bias favorite Super Member Kangin i will hold on to your promise that you will come back and by that time i hope things are not too late for you to start anew in the kpop music scene.
Basing on the released photos the Suju boys concept is on the ‘Black Side’ just like what So Nyuh Shi Dae just ended with. their photos kinda reminded me of SHinee’s ‘Year Of Us’. well maybe there is this certain ‘feel to it’
BONUS!
*On Current Likes & Dislikes*
Like!
U-Kiss single latest promotional single ‘Mworago’. i must say i really like U-Kiss choreos, if only u-kiss were given enough attention…^ ^ all eyes on maknae Dongho! although i like Xander, Kevin, Eli, Kiseop and kibum as well~ * U-Kiss to hold a concert in Manila this May.
Like/Dislike?!
2pm- Don’t Stop Can’t Stop, Without you
My love-hate relationship with this Idol group, eversince i read fan stalker articles about them, i had suddenly switched my views towards them, excpetion of Khun that is….and that views/thoughts sorry to say it is quite bitter sweet? negative.
But anyhow i still have a certain thing with their music. these ‘Beasts’ boys are all macho & ready to strike their fierce faces on their current promotional singles ‘Don’t stop can’t stop’ & ‘Without U’.
the song part rap line of Khun ‘everything happens for a reason’ is attached in my head so much…it depicts some meaning in connection with errrrmmm ‘them’ i guess, and yes i can relate to it personally *everything happens for a reason*
Like!
Beast- Shock, Easy
Another ‘Beast’ Idol group that definitely not on my ‘love-hate list’ is BEAST~ these rookies proves to be coming strong!…their second Mini album: Shock of the New Era features their current promotional song ‘SHOCK”!. a truly infectious one! keep me on SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK all the time! and just recently performed another song also coming from the album: ‘Easy’ which also has a ‘sincere version’. i have yet to buy myself a copy of their album! ^ ^
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Reasons Why I like / LOVE KIM Taeyeon. <3
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Reasons why I love KIM Taeyeon. <3
{ a TAEYEON blog entry / picspams }
*sometimes if words can’t express…the picspams/pictures depicts it all.
INTRODUCTION
Discovery of So Nyuh Shi Dae.
I was in one of 2ne1 forums back then (YG ladies to be specific) once in a while I’ll drop by & chat.
2ne1 fresh newly debut girl group which was dating back April 2009…
I typed in: (all of the details are not to be exact in our previous chatbox conversation)
Aside from 2ne1…
What other girl groups out there that I can fan-girl to? (Also admittedly relatively new to kpop.)
A fanboy…stated /typed in SNSD.
SNSD?
So Nyuh Shi Dae = Girls’ Generation.
SNSD kicked off the year 2009 with “GEE” and they became a staple sensational girl group.
The fanboy linked me up to a video.
(or was I the one searched ‘em at youtube ?)
And I found the MV and I thought = TOO MUCH disgustingly cute = GEE =p XD
like ewww ?…
like WHAT??? Is this?…
The Months of June-July: marks SNSD’s comeback.
And a “New Concept”.
I was keeping myself updated on kpop by reading ( most of the ) news at allkpop back then.
News flashed : what’s with ‘all the/these SNSD comeback excitement frenzy? ‘.
I didn’t gave a damn, but I must say their concept incorporating ‘Marine Outfits’.
Is rather new to my eyes?.
But I didn’t give so much of a damn.
On Music Bank: 2ne1 still in the midst of promoting their single ‘Fire’.
That is where I witnessed the used to ‘ I didn’t gave a damn snsd’.
“Their COMEBACK STAGE performance”.
First I was a bit flabbergasted again the word: (ALL) TOO MUCH.
Nine girls.
In brown marine-like outfits.
Flashy legs.
Doing this unbelievably…impressive the-what-they call ‘hacky sack dance ?’.
Indescribable charm appeal: …pretty faces ?
Automatically included the video: youtube on my ‘favourite list’.
Also the change of costumes /outfits & powerful dance impact on every performance … on their Genie debut promotions.
After watching…several times….reviewing.
I was starting to get REAL INTERESTED.
Love them with genie concept swerving away from the cute-sy concept.
And in all honesty I started liking #snsd during TMYW Genie promotions,
So biased-ly speaking I am much favorable of their single Genie than GEE.
Intrigued
SNSD
Found out that snsd leader was Tae.
Commented at soompi forums, and to my total fail-ness….~!
I spelled taeyeon as –“taeyang “ ( Big Bang Member)
In my comment I expressed: I’m starting to like snsd & most especially the leader.
Fortunate that this particular fan have corrected my mistake.
And I also found that taeyeon is a DJ.
I asked what good videos to watch… so that I could get to know the girls better.
The same fan had stated some must-watched videos like: Girls Goes to School.
And also told me to, just type at youtube like : ‘taeyeon chin chin’ and several videos will appear.
I clicked & watch a few.
Fell in love with her quirky attitude
Together with his former co-DJ kangin they make such a cute DJ duo.
But eventually they were separated =(.
On related videos section: flashed some ‘ snsd funny moments’
I find them absolutely funny & very natural with their antics.
Seeing their young faces filled with laughter.
*note videos that I have watched, were prior to Genie promotions.
So it was during the span of ITNW promotions to kissing you promotions.
One example of ‘snsd funny moment’ was with yoona > : mission impossible
WATCH THE VIDEO: =)
The video shows:
Yoona & Taeyeon cautiously walking and hiding in every corner…as if they were spies.
*On one scene both taeyeon & yoona intentionally jumped up & they told the PD to edit that out, so as if to make an action effect that they jumped to the next scene/building *.
As time passed I’m in need of more soshi information…
Typed in on google: snsd.
To my surprise I was about to be mislead by an anti snsd fanbase/site.
STAND.
Well lemme just say back then… (the site) was on the top results on page 1 on google.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Then I saw soshified.
At first I was terrified & intimated upon seeing the number of registered members 0.o ( whoah ).
If I’m not mistaken by that time ( July) there were about 30,000 + plus members on the mark .
So I was like???…how am I supposed to fit in with this big fanbase community?.
I mean they have so much to say…
They had probably discussed every single thing in details.
& I have no room or what else left to say about on certain topic discussions.
* pertaining to the threads.
But before any of my doubts/fear had strucked me (to register or not.)
>>> Overall I found soshified’s layout very impressive…
The site matching the Genie concept very well. [:
And up to date it’s still updated.
Eventually I signed up last: JULY 10 2009 ...& frequently visited the site whenever i can.
Enjoyed posting my comments on the threads.
* most especially on *cough* * on Taeyeon's thread*
Various soshi threads & topics that are real interesting & informative~
Also “For everyone: international SONE’s entertainment”.
I am truly grateful for their hardwork for subbing videos, = soshisubs
(which btw have been constantly taken down by youtube)
They still keep on going.
Because of soshisubs I was able to watch & enjoyed Girls Goes to School & Factory Girls.
Familiarizing myself more on soshi’s personality & attitude.
Other funny video cuts were creatively interesting to watch too!
Coming from other sone’s channels. =)
And now…. *in no particular order.
Here are …
MY REASONS…
WHY I LIKE / LOVE KIM TAEYEON
(PART 1)
>In a multitude of common laughter.
It may come off 'a bit obnoxious' (lol ajhumma laugh?) but it sounds pleasant to my ears and also I happen to laugh along and grin as she laughs real hard.
WATCH THE VIDEO: =) *TAEYEON's LAUGHTER*
> That awkward smile-thingy Naturally I’ll/you’ll fall for her smile the not flashing her-teeth-smile.
Really unexplainable but it look something like this:
> Vocals
*Some may disagree and throw virtual stones at me but as I have observed out of the 8 girls…
Taeyeon kinda lacks in the dance department.
(Not that I am overlooking or put such disgrace on her dancing abilities)
*In fairly distribution of owned talents, each girls have individual strong points.
> Bringing the topic of strong points certainly her vocal ability in my opinion: is magnificent.
As I have read and regarded by comments of various snsd fans ( as seen on posted youtube comments) Her vocal talent may not be as good with the other idol international singers that she may look up to: …the vocal prowess of Mariah Carey & Whitney Houston.
But Taeyeon has established a voice that could be admired for as how I put it: just right, not being over the top and not poorly mediocre – scratched trying hard singer.
> Smexy
I just started following snsd during genie promotions.
Comparing her figure from SNSD past promotions
( seeing various pictures starting from ITNW days…
And “WOW Bam!”
Her body shaped became womanly * Sexy back now~!*.
Other fans seem to have reacted:
‘Since when did taeyeon became sexy?’
And up to comments like: ‘taeyeon can be sexy!’…
> Dimples
Trademark: When one smiles it appears that the dimples are the one’s making the face, look more appealing & charming!
How blessed~! people who have dimples~!.
*TAEYEON BIAS~* =) taeyeon are one of the lucky ones [:
> Awkward wink
I believe Fany is proven: capable of natural and lovely/ cute *winks*… ~.^
But kid leader here is quite a misfit with doing *winks * lol?
Still a wink is a wink, just enough to capture ‘the hearts’ & a thing to faint over for~! ~.^
> A Good & Efficient DJ: Whenever I can, I listen to chin chin…
I don’t understand a single whatsoever word she says, but I still love hearing her.
Well…some few simple/common Korean words ( that I have acquired throughout listening/watching some kpop videos & kdramas)… that she says ‘on air’ is quite understandable to my ears.
Taeyeon being a DJ: exposed to a variety of music…
Listening to a variety of music is like reading a variety of books.
Just like reading the books you learn something from each & every book you have read.
& one commends, appreciates the authors of the published books.
In connection to listening to wide range of music , one will be able to learn different styles of arrangements, musicality & again appreciate singers for their different singing/vocal approach and their overall artistry.
I am glad that Taeyeon is exposed to this being a DJ gave her benefits.
I believe through this she will not only be better at being a dj also as singer .
She absorbs & adapt to different music that she plays on air & a plus when she communicates with guests effectively & usually just having a good chat.
> TAKE A POSE! Our CHIN CHIN DJ : She looks absolutely good with everyone!
especially posing with her guest(s ) at her viewable radio at Chin Chin bora.
>Chin Chin Bora: Self dork pics & Parting shot! :As expected full of dorky goodness.
This kidleader even if she’s sick stricken or overly worked = tired
She never fails to make dorky shots….to make us all smile.
***end of PART 1***
(stay put for PART 2*)
Moduda take control~! 4 minute Promo Tour Philippines 100207
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Moduda take control: 4minute~! (fan account)
English is not my native language so pardon, excuse me for any grammatical error(s), any improper use of punctuations.
& that’s it I am so lacking.
> I’m just absolutely happy seeing them I’m still a sone by heart.
* for videos (my 4 minute fancams) please do check out my channel:
—> http://www.youtube.com/user/rocknrollmara18
(copy & paste url link)
On the way:
Lining up to purchase the CD:
Before the show:
4 minute the show performance:
After the show:
Autograph event:
4 minute FANSERVICE:
Full: Moduda take control: 4 minute~! (fan account)
Her face….****pretty*** I was star strucked~!
~*.* Jihyun: I said: “anyeonghaseyo”( she slightly bowed), kamshaminida, thank you.
She said thank you.* Gayoon: again I said: “anyeonghaseyo”, kamshaminida, thank you. I can tell she’s ok pretty~! although she’s really not my fave member. (“
***I can’t really remember was it Jihyun? Or Gayoon? Who said “salamat po” in local native language when I thanked them in Korean & in English …Whatever it was cute!
~ 8 ) Jiyoon: This time I said: “anyeonghaseyo” & adding “unnie jjang!” (my movement as if saying ‘hwaiting!’ too) she looked at me & I think she got confused and uttered “ah~?”
(Okay, I thought/reviewed of this several times: from the looks of her expression*: she was surprised or agreeing , or trying to comprehend what I have just said) and then I repeated “unnie jjang”! one last time.
And now…
H-Y-U-N-A-H
: OMEFFG AH GGGGG! She’s so…what a beauty! I can’t get over hyunah’s presence on the fansign event!
( I wanna do the ‘head desk thing’ so pretty…jeeez…) but lol that would be considered as violent.
And a bad image/appearance of a fan. LOL!*knowing my personal fact I am older than hyunah….i just wanna say UNNIE! For goodness and one-time sake!!!! Omgggggg!
~ <3 Hyunah: comparing it to the first three members I said this as audible & properly:
(careful not to stutter or what) ….“unnie you’re my favorite!…jjang!…( not sure if I really said jjang?) & saranghae!”
~She responded with…she uttered ‘ah~!’
When I said “saranghae” her ‘ah~!’ was a bit louder from the previous one <3
I don’t think she said thank you? Or I didn’t hear it?….but her ‘ah~s!” were good enough. <3 <3 <3( right on the spot fan sign event & after seeing hyunah : OMG I’m SHOUTING INSIDE my head ANG GANDA GANDA NIYA~!) = she’s really really PRETTY!
~ (: Sohyun: such a sweetie pie. Omg I dunno if she was smiling or what*
But her face radiates like she’s smiling even if i’m not sure if she is or not!
Again sticking to:” anyeonghaseyo” , kamshaminida.
And since she’s the last 4 minute member completing my short journey at the autograph event
I said: “ 4 minute jjang!” .
( she’s just beside hyunah…hoping she heard that too!)
*pictures
On the way:
Unnie jenny accompanied me, we went out of the house around 10:30 am.
Took the FX and it was effin traffic~!
People…it’s Sunday! Weekends~!…so many church goers…
so no other option the driver took the long way ‘round to reach our destination.
Lining up to purchase the CD:
* Everyone who will purchase t 4 minute’s cd may enter the designated venue show area & after which control numbers will be given this serves as the ticket for the fan signing event.
the small cashier booth were selling the ‘limited edition 4 minute cd’ ph release. I think it could only be found on & purchased during their promo tours.
Difference is? the pretty shiny cardboard cover with a picture from their album printed on front.
When you opened it….it still contains the original ‘album cd cover and overall content’
I was alarmed when I saw the small selling booth’s shelves: the limited edition cd’s are about to run out. =0 . I even started counting heads….as to make a little assurance if I could still get one. & *whew* a relief when I still got one~! But they ran out of limited poster…oh no! that made me T.T sad face.
Before the show:
After purchasing the CD
waited in line. Entrance: C’mon open up~!
conversed with a few people so as not to bore myself while waiting.
~Got in. and I was in a preferably nice standing position. A fine line of people before me, I was in the second row but ‘we’ are designated/located on the metal barriers area.
in front of us were about a 100 seats for VIP’s and official winners for some text raffle promo, like their advantage obviously they were near the stage and they are the first one in line for the autograph signing.
The people that I talked to earlier kept me feeling entertained while standing up waiting for the show. It was difficult. I felt like my shoes may get enough heat to be on fire.
Aside from talking mutually with this certain girl about kpop fandoms & thing~ies
*so okay you have the option to not read or to read this next part
…coz you might think of me differently. I hope you don’t think I am flirty or what.
~…and haha lol there was this cute tall oppa behind me.
(So like Super Junior suju Kangin looking? Kinda… & physique too)
And as you may know or maybe not: Kangin is my fave suju member =) )
Lol I really like suju’s kangin….
I casually talked to him lol.
I opened up and said: are you from 4minute forum ph? and I don’t think he got what I mean…
* I think he just said he’s a fan of 4minute.
He said he also went in yesterday’s mall tour….haha
Since I was small…
When he gets kinda tired ( or maybe just being random silly doing that) …
He kinda rests his fists on my shoulders….ahahaha
And at times softly pats his fists on my shoulders. <3 oh~! >.< lol
I keep him updated on: ‘what time is it?’ coz he keeps asking.
Not that I’m complaining lol.
Up until the show were minutes away from starting.
*gets many punches* *and another one~~~!!!! punch* /hanged.
~Hours passed, I really felt the familiar tolerable heat & humid feeling but for some reason that day it made me feel uneasy.
Adding up in my little agony is my hurting feet .
People compressed together making it hard to breathe.
Instinctively in order to keep myself ventilated…
I unzipped my bagpack and grabbed my thin little pink notebook and fanned myself.
I kept looking up the ceiling and doing ‘puffy fish faces’ as to amuse myself.
I was feeling dizzy. I was worried that I might faint.
The water bottle that I have in my bag was almost empty & I was saving it for later…
I might need that just to quench my thirst….from all the cheering that is to be done later.
An opening front act appeared on stage an acoustic singer named ‘sabrina’ ye~ she was pretty ye ye….uhmmm may just okay she relatively sang well, she sang three songs: John Mayer’s Your Body Is A Wonderland and Neyo’s song? Forgot the title & lastly Lady Gaga’s song? Omg I forgot…. >,< I wasn’t feeling all to well to quite enjoy, well when she sang john mayer’s song as her opening I felt a little, just a little fine…coz it’s one of my fave songs. !
4 minute show performance:
~* 4 minute show performance: If my memory serves me right, this would be my accurate observation/experience seeing & meeting 4minute J After waiting 6 hours…at last!
( & after enduring the relatively nice front act of a acoustic singer ‘Sabrina’ tho’ didn’t much enjoyed it coz yes, as stated feeling uncomfortable) – change color
~*Song list line up:
1 Muzik
2 Stick Wit U (from pcd)
3 …idk the title, but it’s a track coming from their album >.<
4 What a girl wants
5 Hot Issue
6 Hot Issue (remix)
All the whatever I-am-crowd –pressured ,cramped space, the heat, humid environment ‘sickness’ occurred earlier… Instantly *poof* vanished!
The crowd went nuts~!
~In my opinion: 4minute were quite nervous at the beginning at the same time hyped up with confidence performing before the audience (us) ….still the crowd’s response was banging!
~During the perfs since I was cursed with an unfortunate height I’m on my toes the whole time~!
And trying to move the heads in front of me so that I could just…just get a full ‘glimpse’ a full glimpse? Is that possible?… I think I’m maximizing it.
I kept on moving their heads, well luckily those people were the one’s I talked to earlier.
So they didn’t complain (?)….my unconscious strategy (?) befriending them…haha
Then moving them heads off so that I can get a view from where I am ‘tip-toe~ing’ !…man! Lolz
~and garr fail! Digicam kept acting up silly broke!. Danngit.
~ as expected difficult to capture pictures & fancams.
After each song perf of the girls. Will gather in a circle with mutual connection as if a ‘spirit of hwaiting!’ surrounds them and off they go~!
~*OMFG : their legs…so wow~!
<3 Hyunah’s song line & rap, dance groove, sways & pumps…is just so” AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!”
*provide links to some perfs
~And oh my mackerels! I was in total fan girl mode!
~Cheering & singing along with them & flashing my fan sign! *check lyrics on site
Cheering / fan chants on:
Muzik > Boom Boom volek volek Boom Boom volek!
I like the music…like like the music!
funky funky muzik! …sexy sexy muzik!
Let’s go go go go!
I like the muzik …! Sexy sexy muzik!…music alive!
I like the music please don’t stop the muzik!
M-I-N-U-T-E 4!….music…crazy…BOOM…BOOM!…BOOM!…BOOM!…number 1!
Stick wit U > swaying along ‘stick wit u’
What a girl wants > yeah yeah this is my boo story say oh oh oh baby la la la…
one…two…mola mola mola!….three…four
You don’t know what a girl wants! What a girl what a girl wants!.
say oh oh oh baby la la la…
You don’t know what a girl wants! What a girl what a girl wants!.
You don’t know what a girl wants! What a girl what a girl wants!.
Hot issue > M-I-N-U-T-E 4! … M-I-N-U-T-E 4!…HOT ISSUE! HO!
Hana han HOT ISSUE!…MODUDA TAKE CONTROL! (moduda take control!)
Nang nang nang sa hot it hot it hot it i-i-i-i-issue!
ONE…neka neka shoes!
TWO …jaku jaku pose!
THREE …saljak saljak news!
4 4 4 4 minute hot hot hot issue!
Nang style na hana hana motutudokti…
Shawty style…nang nang shawty style!
Nega issue issue…!
Haaa baby!
Let’s jump jump jump!
*refer to lyrics
~*introduced in tagalong… their this was a portion of the show where the hosts/dj’s asked the 4minute to introduced themselves.
They spoke in local language ‘tagalog’.
“Mabuhay ako si: Jiyooon”
“Mabuhay ako si: Jihyun”
“Hyunah…Mabuhay ako si Hyunah” <3
“Hi! ako si: Gayoon”
“Mabuhay ako si: So hyun”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YOPFO27oR98 ( copy & paste url)
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*tearing up? My assumption, again I could be wrong….from the way I look, after 4 minute introduced them selves and while the hosts/djs were communicating with the interpreter.
I noticed hyunah touching her eyes *right or left one… I forgot* same with maknae sohyun.
~I really thought hyunah’s & sohyun’s there were: tears about to form in their eyes, maybe because they were touched of the warm response & energy from the crowd & since it was their last day in their promo tour (?).
OR ~or the two were just merely touching their eyes…coz they feel like it?….
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The hosts/dj’s called 4minute once more and 4 minute came back to the stage….
4minute asked the audience if they (us) still want one more, as usual the crowd roared with enthusiasm~!.
And for the very last time 4 minute then performed: Hot Issue Remix
~Crowd kept shouting “CHANGE!” in hopes that hyunah might do a mini impromptu dance…c’mon THOSE ‘PUMPING’ CHEREO I so wanna see it!!!. But yeah she didn’t =p )=
After the show performance:
~The announcer officially stated that the signing event be opened.
The VIP’s were the first one’s and lined up….
~Asked someone if I could switch cards with ‘em.
I want hyunah’s and luckily I did! in exchange I gave jihyun. > great ~!
~After which I went off where I was standing.
And I wandered around the area .
People slowly began to roam around as well…some heading outside the area.
Looked for a spot where I can clearly see the girls signing autographs.
I squeezed in on a bunch of people found another spot .
I asked this girl if I can get near the metal barriers, she politely agreed and went away.
And at this time I finally done what I really wanted to do earlier, while watching their perf.
~Stepping my feet at the metal barriers comfortably. I was standing perfectly without any restrictions. No one crushing my sides.
“Control number: 226 “ I thought I couldn’t make it.
Coz only one hour is the allotted time for the fan sign. But I feel like they extended the time.
I am shaky, knees were shaky, my heart started to sink, a feeling of wanting to cry…
really hoping I might get this one of the rare chance.
A string of hope: When the announcer stated control numbers from 160 up until reached 190…
Then control numbers: 200-220 I knew fire sure! I can get in~!
Autograph event:
I think 4minute did well in the fan signing event they accomplished/ covered signed all the control numbers.
* Everyone who will purchase 4 minute’s cd may enter the designated venue show area & after which control numbers will be given. This serves as the ticket for the fan signing event.( the control number)
Estimated control numbers were about 500.
So yeah~!!! I got in the line, composed myself, whooo~!
Calm So okay I didn’t panic, but internally super ’jumpy with joy’!
I made a fansign that reads: “4 minute Hot issue” & at the back “ hyunah ( heart heart heart) jjang!”
… anyway already on the stairs going towards the stage.
This event organizer *was trying to take it from me.
I explained I’ll just simply flash the sign on them so that they can see my fan sign.
I hesitated a bit whether I’ll just keep it or give it as a gift then?….
The girl said “do you want me to bring this them ?”…
Okay fine, whatever I gave it to her.
Rofl at my fansign condition it was crumpled.
A not so presentable looking fan sign gift after using it earlier at the perf waving/flashing it frantically~!. Esp flashing it most during hyunah’s song & rap lines!
During my turn on the line I was the ’only one’ reaching for an interaction and the people after & before me on the line were silent 0.o.
Rofl IDC ( I don’t care >.<) if I seem to be like or sound a real ‘babo’ to the people surrounding me.
Thinking of it this way: > “Once in a Lifetime lang ito pare~!”. ( once in a lifetime brotha~!”.)
I am a babo. Then =p
Since they sign their sigs quite real fast I just greeted the girls and bid them goodbye with simple: Anyeonghaseyo~! Kamshaminida~! Thank you.
My steps are getting nearer, approaching the very first member: Jihyun.
Her face….****pretty*** I was star strucked~!
~*.* Jihyun: I said: “anyeonghaseyo”( she slightly bowed), kamshaminida, thank you.
She said thank you.
* Gayoon: again I said: “anyeonghaseyo”, kamshaminida, thank you. I can tell she’s ok pretty~! although she’s really not my fave member. (“
***I can’t really remember was it Jihyun? Or Gayoon? Who said “salamat po” in local native language when I thanked them in Korean & in English …Whatever it was cute!
~ 8 ) Jiyoon: This time I said: “anyeonghaseyo” & adding “unnie jjang!”“ah~?” (my movement as if saying ‘hwaiting!’ too) she looked at me & I think she got confused and uttered
(Okay, I thought/reviewed of this several times: from the looks of her expression*: she was surprised or agreeing , or trying to comprehend what I have just said) and then I repeated “unnie jjang”! one last time.
And now…
H-Y-U-N-A-H
: OMEFFG AH GGGGG! She’s so…what a beauty! I can’t get over hyunah’s presence on the fansign event!
( I wanna do the ‘head desk thing’ so pretty…jeeez…) but lol that would be considered as violent.
And a bad image/appearance of a fan. LOL!
*knowing my personal fact I am older than hyunah….i just wanna say UNNIE! For goodness and one-time sake!!!! Omgggggg!
~ <3 Hyunah: comparing it to the first three members I said this as audible & properly:
(careful not to stutter or what) ….
“unnie you’re my favorite!…jjang!…( not sure if I really said jjang?) & saranghae!”
~She responded with…she uttered ‘ah~!’
When I said “saranghae” her ‘ah~!’ was a bit louder from the previous one <3
I don’t think she said thank you? Or I didn’t hear it?….but her ‘ah~s!” were good enough. <3 <3 <3
( right on the spot fan sign event & after seeing hyunah : OMG I’m SHOUTING INSIDE my head ANG GANDA GANDA NIYA~!) = she’s really really PRETTY!
~ (: Sohyun: such a sweetie pie. Omg I dunno if she was smiling or what*
But her face radiates like she’s smiling even if i’m not sure if she is or not!
Again sticking to:” anyeonghaseyo” , kamshaminida.
And since she’s the last 4 minute member completing my short journey at the autograph event
I said: “ 4 minute jjang!” .
( she’s just beside hyunah…hoping she heard that too!)
After finishing, to my surprised my sister shouted my name: ‘ATE MARS!’ ( Unnie Mars!) Rofl She must had found away to sneakily get in, since she didn’t purchase a cd.
She told me, the guard positioned his hand motioning ‘stop’.
Apparently my sister stated she did that hand motioned too…more forcefully, so I think she had tricked the guard…like she had some sort of authority over him >.<
Rofl , my sister told me that one of the guidelines at the fan signing event was : “No personal panic”?
Weird before the show they kept on repeating the fan signing guidelines & I didn’t heard that.
FANSERVICE:
In one performance Hyunah blew a kiss~! *SCREAAAAAAAAAMS*!
At the fan autograph event Sohyun: when it is her turn in signing her page in the album: She looks on the person right in front of her, *waves!* ( or her motioning her hand on a ‘high five position’)
& also So hyun keeps enthusiastically waving at people with a happy face ~! As much as she can!
In any corner she sees someone waves at her, she waves back!.
“she looks up…*waves!*”…”looks at front…*waves*!…”… “she looks on the side…*waves!*” <3
When the autograph event was done, 4 minute kept on waving goodbye’s hyunah & jiyoon joined their hands together to form a <3
( I didn’t capture that on video T.T)
And also Hyunah did the <3 thing *captured that =)
proof pic:
RARE….
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*IMO ( In my opinion)
: hyunah kinda looks like: sunny :
So hyun: UEE
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as they head back home to korea…
*did they….shed tears of joy as they ended their promo tour/ performances ?
*hoping… they’ll remember the fans’ reactions during the autograph event.
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* ( certainly not the last…prolly when snsd comes heck I’m gonna say that too taeyeon~~~!!!! Ahhh)
My first time professing my love to a girl lolz to hyunah: “saranghae!”
I still can’t register in detail on my mind…how pretty they are…
OMG! What is this???…
Short term memory?! >.< lolz
NOW: C’mon…so nyuh shi dae! Girls’ Generation….puhlease come here~! HAHA =]
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